Sunday, October 21, 2012

SOC: Uncomfortable

I have felt quite outside my comfort zones for....pretty much all year.

First there was the uncharted territory of Mark's arrhythmia.

Then I had to start thinking and doing better for my health. I talked about my body on my blog, which is something I had never done. I've been making it priority to go out for walks several times a week.

Then my children went away with grandparents for over a week for the first time EVER. That was so weird. Good weird. But weird.

After that, my little boy started first grade, all day school, and it took me the entire first month of school to get used to that.

Lastly, after ages of saying no, no, no, I've started seeing a counselor.

So, I could say I've got the whole "step outside your comfort zone" thing handled.

I could. But I won't.

Because now I've been invited to attend this women's networking thing and I'm scared out of my mind to actually go. There's no reason why I can't go. It just scares the hell out of me. Partly because of the whole professional aspect, but also because of my stupid eyes. My low vision is probably the biggest reason, if I"m being honest.

Can I do it?
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That was my 5 minutes to just unload some thoughts. This week's optional prompt was perfect for me.

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